The Empire wasn't so much at war with the Coalition as feeling slightly more interested then usual. His grand plans for restoration and transformation still remained mostly incomplete, various delays and factors beyond his controls meant the bulk of the work was still before him. All the while, he had to run a more or less democratic government, which meant dealing with a lot of complaining and trying to keep everyone on the same page using nothing but his natural charm and reminding people every so often that they might not like each other, but they all hated the Empire. In private, he was beginning to joke that he was looking forwards to the inevitible civil war that would follow any Coalition domination of the galaxy.
That wasn't all, though. Aliens he hadn't even heard of attacked at will, and the memory of the fate of Kiyar still made the old warrior weep at night - when he did sleep, as he was beginning to find kinship with Viryn Quell and his habit of insomniatic nights spent bitterly alone. Atrocities caused throughout the galaxy, on a scale he couldn't even have imagined over a decade ago when he first appeared in galactic politics, were still too numerous and too exhausting for him to act on every one, or even most. Every so often, one of his men would do something, like save an entire race from extinction, or rescue a tonne of people from certain doom, or just keeping some stability and order in the Coalition, and Regrad would thank every god he could think of for those people. It was something, like a small mercy.
How did everyone expect him to put up with this? He could only imagine they lived in ignorance - not everyone reads the papers, at least, not the papers he got. He generally saw to that. If everyone knew what he knew, heard the news he heard, then maybe there's be a little more shock, a little more action or sympathy or something. Unlikely, but it made it easier to cope thinking that it was just unfair circumstances that caused him this problem. At least, it would be easier if he hadn't just pointed that out to himself.
Regrad realized his thoughts were getting disorganized, and let his head fall on his desk. Even the day felt old.
Finally, he set up the final orders for the day, in preperation of his grand 'State of the Coalition' Address, something he was looking less and less forward to actually doing. If he went up there and actually gave the state of the Coalition, there wouldn't be a Coalition by the time he was done - at least, not if it's members wanted to avoid a gleeful bombing from a roulette's wheel of enemies of the state.
He realized he was rambling mentally again, and shambled out of his office before thoughts could get him down again. He passed Ferguson in the hall, who tried to get confirmation on an operation involving a spy somewhere on some place with tall buildings, but Regrad had had a long day, and just signed the sheet, trusting his man to handle the job. He needed to sleep.
"Geeze, what's killing the old PM?" said Ferguson to Frakutsk as he left a meeting of Ministers.
"Oh, hey, the Boss-guy be feeling very low-like after all the bad news himsa getting. Mesa think he need good nights 'o sleeping. Then wesa see if he feeling better-like."
Ferguson took a moment to decode what he had said, and said "Yeah... okay then. He'll probably be fine by morning."
Dragging his feet, Regrad thew himself into bed and quickly drifted off - a first in many nights. He'd always been one of shifting character - on some days he was furiously righteous, prepared to battle across the galaxy at a moment's notice. On others, he was bitter, resentful, and inconsolable. Sometimes he was set on appeasement and diplomacy. Sometimes he was cold and calculating. On the rare day he had a feel for comedy and threw in a joke or two to liven things up. He was never sure who controlled these mood-shifts, but recently, it had all been one big blue funk, and he was glad to fall asleep without the long drama of restlessness.
***
The place where they met was not real, per se. For the purpose of a meeting, however, it was real enough. In this place that didn’t quite exist, six beings that did exist continued to exist somewhere in the ethereal mass of semi-existence. They were immeasurably old, and as such had become rather methodical and slow, but on this night, they acted with purpose.
“So the time has come?” said one voice, which spoke with an inner harmony that made it sound like countless smaller voices.
“I would say it has, and I am fairly sure you can all feel it too. He is near the breaking point, any closer and he may indeed snap - then it would be too late. We have been pushing our luck as it is, despite the importance of this one event that is approaching.” said another, this one sounding more like the space between words, made not from sound but from absences in silence.
“The importance of the Address cannot be understated.” said a third voice, this one whistling and faint “It is his chance to reach out, a moment upon which events may turn. If we acted too soon, then he would lose his zeal before the opportune moment, where if we act too late, it will pass. Now is the time.”
“Then I propose we act now, while the chance is still available to us. We have much to tell, and little time to do it in!” This voice was booming, as if each word exploded in it’s own right.
“There is no need to hurry, to rush might overload him, and it would be even more damaging then missing our opportunity altogether.”
“Indeed” This last voice was deep and gravely “Some truths are best approached slowly.”
“Very well.” said the first voice, it’s harmony once again filling the spaces of the place that did not quite exist “Tonight we shall intervene. The time has come.”
***
Regrad had long ago adapted to a presence in his mind, the whispers of the god Yunos, keeper of the Light on Azguard. Sometimes it had whispered advice or wisdom to him, other times it had provided warning or dire predictions. In recent time, however, the presence in his mind had gone quiet, it’s advice rarer and more cryptic, less and less useful. It had become frustrating, but Regrad had become used to that as well.
There was one thing, though, that he had not been prepared for, and that was the presence’s utter disappearance. It happened suddenly, as he slept, vanishing completely, and in the space it left in his mind, Regrad tumbled through in his dreams into a place. A place that didn’t quite exist, but for this purpose, it was real enough.
Regrad immediately knew that he was dreaming, he could feel it, but this was no normal dream. He picked himself off of... for lack of a better word, the floor, and face the infinite and undefined darkness before him. “...Hello?”
“Regrad” a voice intoned out of the darkness. “The time has come that you know the truth in full. No more shall there be whispers in your mind, no more shall your destiny be at the whim of beings you neither know nor comprehend. Before this, however, there are other truths, smaller ones, ones upon which the foundation of the truth must be lain for it to stand.”
The Azguard turned, looking in all directions, trying to find the source of the voice, but instead he saw six spotlights, each coming from nowhere, but each illuminating six strange and wondrous being arranged in a perfect circle about him.
“Regrad” intoned the voice of the foremost of these beings, an Azguard seemingly made of light whom Regrad recognized as the great lord Yunos. “The time has come that you speak with the Gods, and know about your people, your galaxy, and your very destiny. The time has come that you know the truth.”
Regrad, awed, managed to say "The truth? But... what do you mean? What truth? Why don't I know this truth already?"
"All will be explained to you." said Yunos. "Until then, I ask only that you listen, and listen well."