The river turns and constantly changes it's course, sometimes unpredictably. He thought. Kind of like my life...
It wasn't so long ago he led a different life, the life of a nomad, the life of a loner, not caring what others thought of him and only desiring to live life as he saw fit. Certain events and encounters changed that life: he found family, he found love and he dared to settle down. But the ever changing river that was his life changed yet again, drastically if not just tragically, and he briefly returned to the life of a nomad, wallowing in his own self pity, leaving his family behind.
It was fairly recently his life's river took another turn and this time he found the Force. In reality he always had it, but he never believed in it until recently. All that he loved and cared for was but a mute shadow in the back of his mind now...or so he believed. On his left wrist he still wore the gold bracelet that symbolized the bond he had with the one he lost, one who's untimely death ultimately caused him to start down this path, the path to the Darkside. He didn't know why he still wore it, but he couldn't bring himself to discard it.
He unhooked his lightsaber from his belt and regarded it, wondering how many more will fall to it's blade. It had taken some getting used to, to weld a blade that had no weight, but that was his only problem with learning to weld it. Having welded a blade of some sort most of his life, he imagined he would have an advantage over many others in duels. He still had his normal sword, which was clipped to the left side of his belt, and he practiced with regularly: he surmised it would be a good thing to keep on him in case he needed to fight while keeping his status as an apprentice to the Darkside a secret.
He felt a shift in his mind, a stirring: his thoughts of a body count had aroused it. It being a dark spirit that had been a part of his family for many generations, passing on to one male each generation and in his generation he had the honor of 'renting space' to it. For the longest time he saw the thing, called the K'Satizitus, as nothing but an unwanted burden, but recently he learned just how useful it was. Not only could it enhance his abilities when in a state he had dubbed 'the bloodrage' but it was a good source of information as well. However it was permanently 'tethered' to him so it's information gathering abilities were somewhat limited. Plus it was a being that did not like being controlled: it wanted to be in control of itself and occasionally tested his will against it's own. Should he lose even one of those mental battles it would be he that became the slave and it the Master.
~Uro wo killing teduy?~ He heard it coo in his mind, speaking in an ancient form of Dosh that was also his old Clan dialect.
"Not likely." He spoke aloud, though just thinking the answer would have been enough. "There is nothing here to kill." To punctuate the point he put his lightsaber back on its hook.
~Yea toaso mo.~ It said in a mock whine. ~Yea premisod te koop mo fod.~ What 'fed' it was namely the pain, death, and general chaos he caused when in the bloodrage. He had promised to willingly go into the bloodrage every once in awhile to satisfy the spirits hunger, as long as it didn't give him so much grief between 'feedings'.
"You'll be 'fed' soon enough." He said sharply. "The Force lead me here, though I do not know why."
~Ahhh...U tost...u tost it mast bo!~ The spirit cackled.
"If it's a test, I'll find out soon enough." He said as he knelt down, his lilac eyes peering across the wide expanse of the canyon and down into the river valley below. He could not see any signs of recent passings, even with his Ranger skills, though that did not mean someone or something couldn’t be here besides himself.
Of course it's not going to obvious. He thought, frowning slightly. He settled down into a meditation position, intending to let what ever his purpose was here to reveal itself rather then going on a wild nuna chase.
Edit: (ooc: sorry...forgot to tag it as open...)
[font=Arial]"As Darkness combats Light, so must Chaos combat Order."[/font]