Writing helps me achieve peace of mind. It's not so much that I attain this peace by using writing to immerse myself in a fantasy world where none of my RL stresses exist, as much as that I generally tend to use my thoughts and feelings to fuel my writing. So I guess I use writing as a modified way of expressing myself... I say modified, because nothing I write directly relates to how I am feeling at the time. It just sort of prompts me to... want to write... about something....
Maybe I will always be stereotyped as the pain in the ass oldbie admin who demoted Gash a few months ago out of the blue and created 'the apocalypse,' and never known as the person I have only very recently become. Maybe I will never be known as one of the most respected writers and storytellers on the board for writing a whole line of epic RPs. Maybe I will never create and grow a group like TNO, ever build a Death Star and become the biggest fleet target in the galaxy, or ever be well a known OOC presence.
But that doesn't matter. I am known, however quietly, as a member and writer of this board reguardless of however I am characterized now, who has the priviledge of being among some great writers and people. For about a year I forgot that, and even recently I did again. But I am glad I remember now, and I am doubly glad that I have changed enough to be able to do so...
Yeah okay, I just felt like being... insightful today.
Why do you write here?