Her fingers drew various shapes into the sand. Spirals, lines, flowers and doves. The water was so serene, from what she could see at least. Ignorant to the brutality of its own waves, ignorant to the exhausted fish in its endless waters. Even ignorant to the wails of a small child, sniffling at her abducted doll. The sea was evil. It stole the happiness of the young children. Withdrew the lives of many under its blanket of fluid self. Maybe it felt it was kind, coveting a whole world under the murky waves. Yet unmoved to everything that went on underneath. What went on underneath anyway?
She wouldn’t know. It didn’t take her existence. Will never either. Never hers. She loved the sea. She even loved the reek of the hair curling sodium chloride. She loved putting her aching feet into its warm waters, enjoying the gush of the lush, white foam under her toes. She wriggled them about a bit.
It was the same place. The exact same place she left to her foreign land here. Kidnapped or out of will, she wasn’t sure. But what she did remember was that she went. And she stayed. For some time that is. Lexia. Yes, that’s where she went.
She got up and made her way to the vicious sea water, stepped in and laughed. A looker-on would call her crazy, a young woman in a white dress twirling around in the merciless waves. Almost phantom-like. The clouds closed in and the sky was grayer than gray. It seemed that she was even in the middle of the storm. She didn’t care. Aretsuya was quite fond of what went on there. Ruthless it may be, but it was docile to whoever could tame it. Flummery, all this rubbish about the hazardous waters. The sea invited her in for a splash, and she gladly accepted.
The girl tumbled over, and giggled with childish mirth as a jet of salty liquid washed over her. Her dress was translucent now, but who was there to see? Just her marine friends and the winds. It howled, to show its appreciation. She grinned. She tilted her head back and uttered a strange, treacherous shriek of laughter.
The lucid white dress she wore clung to her pale skin, wrinkling and creasing here and there, but remaining still elegant after all the salt water it had been forced to wade through. One would not be able to tell it had been a hand-down stolen from an innocent child. It was after all, fresh and pretty with a hint of childlike behavior beneath its hems and laces. But still innocent. Who would’ve thought.
The girl did not even know how long she sat there afterwards. She was too absorbed with the waves to even care. Funny, that when you fall into the comforting liquid, all else means nothing. Almost like a cleansing moment, born again once you emerge from the waves. Until something takes away that moment from you. Until she had caught sight of that little doll again. She picked it up. It was tattered, but still pretty. Still plastered with a freakish smile on its ragged, artless face. Still fresh. Wasn’t it supposed to melt away beneath the sheet of brackish water, like the former entrants to the expanse?
It scared her. It wasn’t supposed to come back. It was supposed to disappear forever, just like a certain man had. She wept over him sometimes, still. Not because she felt any fondness for him, but because she was afraid. Afraid of what was becoming to her. And he was the end. He would destroy her, even in death. Well, at least the thoughts of him would.
Aretsuya took to the sand once more, crushing the dainty little marionette between her fingers and grimacing at the sharp plastic arms, impaling her clammy palms. She dropped down, hugged her knees, and whimpered, along with the lonesome child in the back, unaware of the fact that her little plastic friend had come back, only to be broken into pieces once more. Her head whirred. Her body shook. She fell onto the gritty sand, and lay there. No. Not again…
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