His heart beat quickly, almost alarmingly so.
Sweat started to build at the peak of his chest as it heaved slightly.
<i>The SS...
Am I ready for this?</i>
It was a rhetorical question he asked himself, and only once.
The answer was irrelevant, <i>it didn't matter</i>.
His path was laid out before him, there was no looking back.
Mezh Pauer's quarters were standard, and thus small. Due to his recent promotion to 1st Lieutenant in the SS, he was afforded his own room which, by Galactic standards was not much to speak of. But, by Galactic Imperial Army standards, it might as well be the Coruscan Royal Inn.
He stood there in front of the doorway of the 7' x 7' room, which some might more appropriately label a "cell". They'd be wrong, cells were bigger.
He lowered his head so that his chin sunk into the newly formed layer of sweat which had accumulated on his bare chest. He shut his eyes tightly drawing in a deep breath. He wore a pair of nondescript black pants which were designed for comfort in lieu of style. His bare feet stood flush against the cold duracrete floor.
He stood nearly a full two meters in height. Physically, he had the athletic form that you would expect from someone in his line of work, lean but not skinny, muscular but not distractingly so. If he were fully clothed, you wouldn't look twice in his direction - another benefit in his line of work.
In his current condition, you wouldn't know what the man known as Mezh Pauer was capable of. You wouldn't know that he could walk through a pile of dry leaves without making a noise, only to end your life before you heard so much as a bird's chirp, or felt so much as an ant's touch as it dutifully marched up the back of your neck.
"Les dieux observent au-dessus de moi." He whispered silently to himself. A prayer in his native tongue, which he followed with a ceremonious motion, followed by craning his head backwards staring seemingly into the cosmos, as he spoke the words, "protégez-moi contre mes ennemis" in hardly more than a whisper before returning to a relaxed position.
He took another quick breath, and seemingly gained his composure in the blink of an eye.
<i>I am ready...
I have to be...</i>