[font=Georgia]Genon[/font]
[font=Georgia]Shadows...dust. That's really what they all were in the end, more or less. There was no point hiding from it, and nowhere to go to escape it. It was something that would follow you until you either gave up and accepted it...or it kiled you. There was nothing that could be done about it other than that.[/font]
[font=Georgia]At the same time, these shadows and this dust were of a substance that wasn't constant. They could be modified, changed; they could become something far greater--or far worse--than what they'd originally been. Here, then, was the great challenge. One had to be able to rise above the onslaught of life's trials to become something great in it. The walls placed down by sentient society to protect it from life's dangers had to be transcended, and the dangers themselves faced.[/font]
[font=Georgia]But what could one do about dangers that came from beyond? They were abnormal, unexpected, and unpredictable. The beast that he had faced on Vortex had been one such danger: something from another realm, projected through another person's mind. It had been strange to look at it, to acknowledge that it even existed; it had been even worse when the thing reawakened inside his thoughts, making him realize that he'd failed in keeping the darkness out. It had infected him like some sort of virus...[/font]
[font=Georgia]...and it didn't look like it would come out.[/font]
[font=Georgia]So why am I up here? Why do I try to hide from it? the major thought to himself, not even sure he wanted to hear of an answer even so much as existing for his query. The mountain he'd ascended earlier in the day had afforded him one thing: an escape from civilization for a few hours, at most. There were people who'd probably come up and take him back down to the base after a while, maybe even by just flying up and snaring him in, but he was alone for the moment.[/font]
[font=Georgia]The entire ride back from Vortex had been a silent Hell. The ascent into space had been quiet; the preparations for the jump to lightspeed had been quiet; and the reversion had been quiet. The entire trip through hyperspace had been quiet, too, save for one single incident. He couldn't--no, wouldn't--recall what had gone on; his own actions were enough that his conscience was screaming to no avail for some sort of punishment. He was half-expecting Angela to have a long list of harsh words ready for him, when she was finally able to speak again...whenever that was. And the worst part for him to contemplate: no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't find the strength to do the right thing...to apologize.[/font]
[font=Georgia]What have I become? Do I even want to know?[/font]
[font=Georgia]Shaking his head silently, Lance tried to get his thoughts focused back on whatever it was he had been dealing with earlier, averting his eyes from the base down below. He'd need all of his attention focused on the beast and its nature in order to understand it...and he needed to be able to understand it soon, what with one somehow being inside his mind and all.[/font]
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