Voices. All around. Sound waves vibrating off cantina tables, bar decks, swivel chairs.
        A smirk lightened the mood at one particular table.
“I’ve been asking myself the same question for the last eleven years.”
“And?”
“And?” The drink rose to his lips, but paused. His eyes spellbound by the ruby contents swirling inside his glass. It was a tranquility, all on it’s own, he mused. Somehow, for some reason, designed by some purpose, there was something majestic about sending a glass’ contents into a halo of motion.
        At times like these, Adrian Dalaran found the act to make sense out of a violent, hostile galaxy. War brewed, death reigned, and violence was prominent in every reach and corner of space, yet, all that currently was and would ever be, was him, the swivel seat, the voices all around, and the glass. But it was even more than this.
        The ruby did not just make sense, he thought to himself.
“And, well… I’ve grown to understand that there is often much more truth to questions than there is to answers.”
        The ruby was sense, in all retrospect and prevalence that encompassed all thought and being. At times like these, all was one, and there was none. No good… how sad, perhaps? But no evil as well. No light, nor darkness. No death, nor life. No Empire or New Republic. No wrong, or right. Truth, deceit, love, hate, calm, turmoil. Yes, no, I do, I do not. All aspects of these existed as one.
        Dalaran and the glass, the voices, the swivel seat. The ruby sparkling off his irises, casting a crystalline reflection at the roof of the restaurant.
“I don’t quite understand…”
“Yes,” he said. “I know.”
        The man across from him nodded, not in understanding, simply in acknowledgement of his ignorance. Dalaran settled out of his trance, and threw the ruby down his throat, feeling the muscles lining his esophagus burn in pleasure and serenity. His eyes watered a bit, marveling from the beauty and uniqueness such a thing could produce.
“Wonderful,” he murmured.
“What was that,” the man asked.
        He shook his head, firmly.
“Nothing. What are you here for?”
        The man smiled, fainting a hurt look.
“What, no hello? You’re not even going to offer me a drink?”
        Dalaran pushed the bottle of ruby across the table.
“Help yourself,” he said, sporting a barely concealed grin.
        The man smirked, and with a helpless shrug, popped the top off the ruby and settled in for an immodest take.
        Dalaran sighed, straining to keep his disgust from the man’s eyes. He doesn’t savor the moment. In fact, he’s completely oblivious to it’s existence. And then, something more than disgust fell over him. Pity.
        He vouched to quickly change the subject.
“How is the family?”
        The man was caught off guard a slight, settling the bottle of ruby aside him. He looked down, as if transfixed on some answer he could not seem to give, or did not want to get into the conversation. So, with all complacency, he gingerly snapped, “fine.”
“Fine? Well, that’s good to hear.”
“You don’t call?”
        Dalaran nodded. “I don’t call.”
        The reply seemed critical, even angry. “You don’t, can’t, or won’t?”
“Is there a difference?”
“Only by definition. Answer the question Adrian.”
        He tilted his head to one side, gesturing his submission.
“Very well. I don’t, because I can’t, though I wouldn’t, if I could.”
“You wont,” came the resignation.
“I won’t,” came the confirmation.
        The silence settled between the pair, as the voices seemed to penetrate every fiber of his being, and Dalaran felt as though he knew every voice, could distinguish it by name, by accent, by species, race of species, and so on. He knew the rasped snarls of the Devorian two tables behind, the thrilled chirps and whistles of Elom aside his seat, of the depressed tone and whine of the eccentric Ithorian nestled at the bar.
        His nostalgia was pleasant, but not one. It did not make him whole; it did not fill the gap of oblivion that gnawed at his fiber. Ironic. It was something in his life that didn’t make sense.
“Have you played any good games lately,” the man asked.
        The reverie dismissed itself. Almost in melancholy reverence, he poured himself another glass of ruby, holding it to his eyes once more.
“Just the same one I’ve been playing for the last eleven years.”
        He drank. He sighed. He shook his head. He was asked, “have you won?”
        He laughed. It was not jovial. It did not give him any piece of mind. It did nothing to lighten the mood. It a was bitter, even cynical laugh, born of cruel fate and revelation’s of epiphanies that explained that life was not the serene fields of wild flowers, nor calm rolling oceans of blue, nor the quiet peace of deep space. Life was cruel, treacherous, filled with malicious deceit and clever trickery.
“No,” he shook his head, but he knew the appropriate answer. “I’ve barely come to understand the rules.”
“What are the rules?”
“There are none.”
        The man’s eyebrows raised in consideration. He took another sip of the ruby, then leaned back and allowed his girth to sink into the swivel seat.
“How can you understand the game if it is not bound to some definition of order?”
“Because the game is order, and it is also mayhem. There are laws, but no one obeys them. There are boundaries and statutes and codes and margins that govern what you do and where you go and what you say…”
“But?”
        Dalaran breathed in deeply. But… control is…
“But all is null and void to being who you are. A murderer cannot murder because it is supposed to be evil, wrong. Who says it is wrong?”
“It is unnatural, and cruel.”
“Says whom?”
        The man shook his head stubbornly.
“Such things are defined by the beginnings of life.”
        Dalaran smiled obtrusively. He was close to a point.
“Every beginning to something requires that we understand it to make an end. That means that in order to understand a beginning, we must sometimes make a translation all on our own…”
“Yes but-“
“…so who’s to say what translation is right or wrong, good or evil? Who sanctions such things?”
        The man was speechless, but nevertheless, by his face, Dalaran knew he was groping for an answer, desperate for a candle or matchstick in a pitch black oblivion. Desperate for understanding, desperate to grab and hold onto a solid something than an empty nothing.
“The only way to win the game is to be who you are. If the murdered murders, it is not because he is mentally insane. It is not because of any biological reaction to flashbacks of an abusive upbringing. It is because of what is in his heart.”
“But control-“
“Control is an illusion.”
        The man across from Dalaran chuckled, shaking his head.
“I once remember a certain Adrian of the House Dalaran who thought differently.”
        Adrian smirked. He set his glass down, put a credit chip on the table, and said, “I shed that skin along time ago.”
“Yes,” the reply came, it was sad, resigned. “I know.”
“Certainly,” said Adrian, offering his hand to the fat man. “But one thing you didn’t know is that I knew you’d be coming to see me today.”
        The fat man looked at him piously, lifted the ruby to his lips, finishing the glass, then took Adrian’s hand in his, rushing off the swivel chair.
“And just how did you know that?”
“Oh, I’m not really sure,” he commented as they passed the restaurant’s colorful denizens. “General feeling of intuition I suppose.”
        Grunt. Cough. Snarl. Hack. Whine. Whistle.
“Regardless, I felt the need to place a bet on matter with a dear friend, about five foot ten inches, blue eyes with flecks of gold in the irises, suave brown hair, very dashing, quite a charming figure, if I do say so myself.”
        A once over, a jovial chuckle, and the man patted Dalaran on the back.
“I must meet this friend of yours some other occasion, he seems to be a lot like yourself.”
        Adrian shook his head, giving the man a strange, awry stare.
“Not really,” he said, cool and collected. “He’s quite the bitter cynic.”
        They walked out together into a bright flare.