"I know you want me to stay, Kam, but you cannot ignore what has happened. You know I've changed, you can feel it, can't you?"
I sneezed, and shook my head. I closed my eyes, and tears streamed down.
"There is no where that I think I belong more then here on Thloatin, but I do not want to risk hurting everything we fought for. Can you say that you do?"