However not one day doesn't go by when he doesn't think about you, we all think about you.
And now you're here, alive and well, and you can't go back."
<font color=white>The pair locked eyes for a solitary, awkward moment.
<font color=lime>"Ahh, would'ya listen to me."
Where am I today,what am I saying this all for?
"Here, I brought something for you."
<font color=white>Ren reached down by his side an produced a small durasteel case from his napsack.
He opened the case to reveal a gleaming lightsaber, shiny, and bristling in the lights of the fire.
<font color=lime>"I thought since you've been so eager these past few days that I could start you on some saber techniques."
<font color=white>Ren handed the saber to Vessana, and she ignited the blade. It glowed almost pure bright white.
<font color=lime>"The crystal that makes the white glow, is one of the most highly saught after for use with lightsabers. After all it creates the most powerful beam. "
<font color=white>Ren stared on as Vessana held up the saber to her face, illuminating her features. He began to gaze.
<font color=lime>"Truly, a rare gem." <font color=white> He said silently, tilting his head to the side eyes, transfixed on her.
<font color=lime>Snap out of it!
<font color=white>Ren broke his gaze, and nervously rose to his feet. Walking back inside the ship.
He stormed into his quarters and mashed his fist into the wall.
Then he sat, head in hands, on the edge of his bunk.
<font color=lime>"Why am I doing this?"