“I care for my family. For my friends. And I can’t just let that all go.” Irtar said, sitting up and looking down at the old master. A stern look in his eye. Irtar was determined to set the score straight on his intentions. “I would rather go to an order that would teach me how to not let these emotions throw me to shadow through their own experience, then to be told to merely sweep them aside. Because they’re what I am and what make me what I am. And if I were to throw them away, I’d be no better than a stormtrooper.”
“I’m sorry that you thought what you taught was a waste of time.” Irtar said incredibly seriously. He seriously was sorry that his Master thought their time together had resulted in nothing. That neither gained anything. “But at least I’m out here doing something with my life which is more than I can say for most of the members of the Order any more.”
“Luke, Leia, Gash… great names that are simply fading. Luke and Leia are both gone without a single trace and Gash is nothing more than another one of those tragic stories.” Irtar said with a sigh. “A legacy isn’t worth anything if no one tries to follow. Someone has to try and do something… take up the fight if no one else will…. I may end up dead because of it, but someone has to try….”
Irtar sat back in his chair with not even a noise. His case on the table for the Master. And if he couldn’t accept it, then that was his problem. A choice was made, despite how foolish or desperate it was. Despite how he knew he was doomed to failure and ridicule for it. For his mother, and every other innocent life the Sith snuffed out for their own sick desire for self-satisfaction… he would use what strength he had to stand even though most other lights in this long night in the Force had faded.