Panacka heard the clank of armoured feet above, as Captain Sepid descended a ladder into the cockpit area. The man's clothing was outlandish, in the style favoured by the Black Dragon's followers, but in it Panacka recognized a few traits - the armour was far lighter than the average soldier, and brown robes of some kind were visible just under the plating that protected him. Truly, this was his opposite.
"Please," said Panacka, gesturing to a chair on the other side of the small cabin. "Take a seat."
Sepid glanced at Panacka warily, before sitting down. As he sat, Panacka noticed Sepid's eyes briefly turn to Cy, then back to Panacka. The slightest flicker in his otherwise grim features piqued Panacka's interest, so Panacka reached out and briefly held Cy's hand.
"Are you all right, my love?" he asked. Cy was startled, but luckily caught on to the ruse fast enough to stop herself from giving it away, and nodded. Panacka smiled, and turned back to Sepid.
Definetly a reaction...
"All right," said Sepid, who seemed clearly uncomfortable. "You've gotten me right where you want me, now what? What's so important?"
Panacka reached out behind him and tapped in a few commands on his ship's dashboard. "Sepid, I'm here to correct a... mistake. A misunderstanding. The Coalition is at war with the Black Dragon Empire because, at a battle I commanded, a Black Dragon fleet invaded Coalition space and tried to sack Teth."
Sepid was unfazed. "That is more or less known to me. The Taj does what he must to defend his people, even if it appears to others like war - it is not our place to interpret His Will."
Panacka finished punching in commands, and turned back to Sepid. A thin metal line extended from a panel between the two of them, expanding at the tip to form a circular metal sheet. In a moment, that sheet lit up and a holographic display of Chandaar appeared.
"You didn't always believe that though, did you? Tell me about the time under the Cron."
"My people were under the Cron for a while, yes," said Sepid, shifting uneasily in his seat. "That was before the Taj brought enlightenment, brought peace-"
"Peace? What peace?"
"Peace of
mind, captain. Peace of spirit. He has given us what our kings and nobles never could, his love and respect. We are like his children."
Interesting choice of words...
"If you are like his children, then I guess that makes us the kids who live across the train tracks that you're not allowed to play with? Why were my people over Teth less deserving of this love of the Taj than yours?"
"The Taj loves those who accepts him into their life - an obedient child is easier to love than one who rebels and steals, and your people have shown hostiliy to the children of the Taj many times. If He must make war to protect that which He loves, then so be it."
Cy wasn't certain of the whole thing. For some reason, Panacka wasn't showing the evidence yet. Every time Sepid spoke, the sallow-faced captain seemed to drink it in as if he were at a lecture in the academy, composing his replies and planning four moves ahead. It made her uneasy, for a soldier's world is hard to reconcile with the world of double meanings and subtle persuasion.
Why did he touched my hand?
Panacka steepled his fingers as he considered his reply. "In that respect, he and I have a lot in common. I too am fighting to protect those I love, but I am fighting to protect them from
him, not you. Tell me, who are you fighting to protect?"
This seemed to catch Sepid a little off balance, as he considered two answers to the question. "Well... my people, but it is through the Taj that we are protected. Any who threaten Him threaten us as well. You cannot separate the two - my people and the Daemuns are as one."
"I can't?" said Panacka. "Why not? What ties you to them?"
"You should learn to listen as well as talk, captain, I already told you that-"
"No no, I remember what you said - the Taj bringing you peace and all that. What I mean is what ties
you and the people you love so much that you're willing to protect this god of yours even though by doing so you're putting you and your loved ones in harm's way, something which you say he specifically works to avoid?"
"You will not win the day with logic wordplay," said Sepid, who rolled his eyes broadly. "Say that it is a debt, then. We owe Him our loyalty as good children for all that He has done for us."
"Repaying a debt he forced on you with conquest?"
"
Liberation! Why am I arguing with you here? We are commanders, we are here to make war not-"
"Are you a married man, Captain Sepid?"
The question was perfectly innocent. Panacka leaned forwards, resting his head on folded hands. Sepid seemed surprised, scanning Panacka's face to detect any clue or trick. "...Well, sort of, yes, I suppose."
"Not exactly an
enthusiastic reply, but all right." Panacka gave a fleeting smile before pushing on. "Your sort of wife, you love her, do you not?"
"Yes, yes I do."
"And do you have any children?"
"Listen, where are you going with this?"
"Answer the question, please."
Sepid sighed, and looked away. "We're expecting our first soon..."
"Now answer this one - would you give your life for that child?"
Sepid was a little surprised, but eventually, he nodded. "Yes, yes I would. I would give my life for my wife and my child."
Panacka nodded. "Right... like any good father, you want to protect your child. You want your child to know peace, and love, and prosperity. You want to be there for that child, but if called upon you would sacrifice yourself before letting your child go. Do you believe the Taj and the Daemuns love you like that? When you feel the stirring of pride in your heart, when you think about what to name the child, where to raise the child, can you imagine them feeling that love for you? That willingness to risk life and limb before harming you?'
Sepid straightened, his resolve stiff and unyielding. "Of course I do, and nothing you Taj-damned filthy infidels can say will-"
"You'll stay in that chair, Captain Sepid, or by all gods everywhere both of us and every soul we lead will die in fire and be entombed in the void!" His voice was so harsh, his change in tone so sudden, that Sepid and even Cy were taken aback. Beneath the harshness, however, was the unmistakeable sound of pleading. After a moment, Sepid lowered himself back into the chair.
Panacka examined the holographic display of Chandaar as though nothing had happened. Eventually he looked up back at Sepid. "Your faith is strong. I believe that. I know it. All children at least want to believe their parents love them, but nothing is more dangerous than when a parent actually does not. Look at me, Sepid. We're not fools - we both have rank, and have born witness to many things. Have you ever seen anything that, if it weren't for the fact that the Taj gave the order, would have caused you to stop and wonder? To question? Is your faith and your devotion to the thought that all he does is out of love the only sureity you have that you are making the right decision in bringing your people into the firing line?"
Sepid was strong, but his tone was more reserved. "Yes, sometimes... The Taj tests us all in our own ways, to see that our faith in His love is strong. There have been times where I have questioned, but I have never been convinced, never seen an utter falshood or a complete deceit. He is no scheming politician or power-hungry king - His love is real, His forgivness genuine, His guidance just, and I remind myself of these things when I feel pangs of doubt."
"So is that why you fight? Because you have faith in his love? Because you are repaying your obligation to a father for that love? Because as the father you can trust him to protect you and your people, no matter how things might appear?"
Sepid nodded. "I would give my life for the Taj."
Panacka returned the nod, narrowing his eyes to Sepids'. "And what about your child's?"
Silence.
"I... I would..." Sepid struggled to find the words. "I would give my life for my... for..."
"If we follow out our orders, Sepid, you'll have to give your life for something - are you dying for the Taj, or for your kid? If it's your child, then I have no quarrel with you, because the threat to the ones
I love is still out there."
Cy was amazed. Sepid had entered stern and solid as a rock, yet now he was hunched, thinking furiously. When had Panacka become so passionate?
Panacka got up from his chair and put his arm around Sepid's shoulders. "I have collected here evidence, some physical, some eyewitness testimony, and more, detailing the things that the Taj has kept silent about his love. I ask you only to watch what I have with an open heart, and if afterwards you're still sure the Taj loves and forgives all, then I'll send you on back to your fleet and I'll fight my way past here by force. If, however, you have any doubts, we can talk about it."
"...Okay," said Sepid. "Show me what you have."
Cy knew that was her cue, and quickly inputted the rest of the commands on the dashboard. The holoprojection of Chandaar expanded several times, become a blue cloud that dominated the middle of the room. Panacka reached in, as if 'rummaging around' in the cloud, before pulling out a clip.
"This," said Panacka, as he arranged the holographic image. "Is footage from the battle of Teth." The footage showed the world of Teth, with an assortment of Coalition vessels in orbit. Quite suddenly, and without warning, a Black Dragon fleet appeared and attacked, catching the defenders off guard."
"How do I know this isn't a fake?" said a suspiscious Sepid.
"Simple - do you recognize all of these ships?"
"Well, the classes at least, yes. They come from all over the Imperium."
"Interesting," said Panacka. "Because I don't recognize them. No one in the Coalition does - we don't know enough about your technology to stage something of this magnitude, we don't even know what your ships look like, never mind their markings or operational perameters."
Sepid watched for a few moments more, before saying "Why didn't they open communications? Why didn't they parley?"
"I'm afraid I don't know," said Panacka, who sighed. "We received no ultimatum prior to the invasion, no explination, no nothing. I happened to be there at the time, and at great cost I was able to defend my world, but if you wonder about the sort of protection the Taj offers, let me tell you that we were offered no chance at negotiation or diplomacy before the attack, and none since."
Satisfied, Panacka pushed the raging battle back into the cloud, and reached back in. After a moment's rummaging he pulled out another scene from the battle of Mon Calamari, the one still raging.
"You've already told me about this one," said Sepid. "Why show me again?"
"So that you can watch it," said Panacka. In due time, the ship was ionized, then of its' own accord blew up. The records sped up until arriving later that same day, when an Arbiter the Coalition had been pursuing opened a portal distant from Mon Calamari, out of which poured forth a teeming horde of Dragon ships, with their dread flagship in the lead. Suddenly the recording fuzzed out into static.
Cy watched the clip with surprise - she hadn't realized Mon Calamari was under attack. She glanced at Panacka, gauging his reaction, and realized that he already knew. His restraint and control was surprising, given the circumstances.
"Our feed was jammed at that point," said Panacka. "Tell me, Sepid, even if I were lying about your ambassador ship being rigged to explode, how could the Black Dragon Empire have had such a fleet ready to spring an attack the moment we turned down their offer? It looks to me like a fleet that size wouldn't be pulled from the frontlines where they'd be needed unless they intended to use it, which means they must have expected us to reject the offer and chose to invade anyways."
Again Sepid was quiet, brooding. His face was twisting more and more into a scowl.
Without comment, Panacka waved the offending clip back into the swirl of smoke, and pulled one more from its' blue depths. "And of course, you've already met the esteemed Captain Raleck."
The man in the hologram was indeed the captain, still giving a worn-out smile. "Hello again, Captain Sepid."
"And to you, Raleck... but how can I be sure it's really you?"
"You can't be," said the captain with a smile. "That's because after the Dragons betrayed the king and took the kingdom, I was 'disappeared'. Everyone else was killed, but I, for my failure, was sent to the deepest, darkest hole in the galaxy to die. I lived on Kessel for the most hellish period of my life, and my identity was washed away, but I still have one thing that anchors me to that place."
With that, Raleck pulled back his sleve, and showed his arm. On it a barcode tattoo stood out, with a series of digits under it. "Prisoner number 8-9-4-5-2-6 dash k," he said. "Maximum security clearance. The Black Dragon Empire thought I was a Heretic - worse than a heathan - because I failed in my work with the king. I failed the Taj, and instead of forgivness, I was damned to the closest thing to hell in the galaxy. I dug spice and rock out of holes in the day, and was locked into a tiny cell at night.
"One day, a band of Jedi broke into the prison to rescue one of their own, and while they were at it they saved my life. The Coalition's sheltered me ever since. I've gone a long way from home, kid, but I'm still a son of Chandaar. Chandaar forgives, the Taj did not."
Sepid couldn't meet his former superior's eye, drumming his fingers on the arm rest. "Any more?"
Panacka shook his head. "No, no more besides rumour and conjecture. I've shown you all that we know, the rest is up to you."
Sepid drummed his fingers again, and chewed his bottom lip. Finally, he met Panacka's eyes, and said "And should I side with you?"
"I'll march by your side, I'll fight to free you from Daemuns, and I'll never,
never say that I'm somehow better than you or more right."
Sepid looked away, then looked back. "All right," he said. "I'm in."
One moment later, the circling Daemun assassin rammed the ship.