“Rally a few key people and there’s no end to what you can accomplish,” Xoverus grinned, turning to Werkzeug, “Do you not agree, apostle?”
A pure work of dark art, Werkzeug no longer had the physical capacity to make a verbal response, and instead simply nodded his deformed head. The vision of what was now Werkzeug had come to Jeremiah long ago in a dream, but the Dark Jedi Master had never believed he would have ever realized that dream until he had seen the former drunkard, wallowing in the alley. Alone.
Two enormous wings had sprouted from the minion’s spinal cord. Feet were now hooves, hands were now claws. The head, which had never been a pretty sight, was now viciously scarred and deformed beyond all recollection of the beast’s former humanity. Werkzeug was no longer a man. He was a demon. He was the Apostle, warlord over all of those under Xoverus’s influence.
Warlord. It was an honorary title and nothing more. In a land of pure chaos, there could be no system of order. There was only Xoverus, the people he had warped into monsters, and the prey of those very monsters. And it was spreading. This was the third city Xoverus had claimed in the name of ultimate chaos. There would be many more yet to come.
Ultimate chaos. It was the figurehead, the puppet with which Xoverus justified his campaign to those who served him. His real intent lay secret to all, even the Apostle. Xoverus’s power lay in corruption, not dominance. Humanity needed an ideal. One Dark Jedi’s vendetta against a Fallen Jedi didn’t exactly qualify as an ideal. These people died and killed for chaos. Xoverus made them for Zark Ekan.
Zark Ekan.
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The bullet lay straight upon his palm. The palm did not quiver, and neither did the bullet. The bullet was a part of the palm, just as the palm was a part of the hand, the hand a part of the arm, and so on…finally until at last it came to the man itself, Zark Ekan. All this, he knew to be true, and yet he felt no ownership over the bullet whatsoever. Somehow, the bullet owned him.
The bullet left the palm, and yet the movement of the palm could not be registered to any who might be watching (which was no one). The glare reflected light into the Jedi…no, the Force User’s eye, and for a small moment Zark remembered what it had been like to have a twinkle in his eye. And then it was gone once more.
The bullet fell neatly into one of the six slots in the revolver that had somehow materialized out of nowhere. With an impossibly quick flick of the thumb, the cylinder rolled back into the frame of the weapon, and, with one last glint of light, the bullet disappeared.
Zark liked to think that each bullet he fired was a small piece of Roland, and that every kill he made was one step closer on a never-ending journey to avenge the man’s death. But the rational part of his mind, the part that he hated almost as much as the insane part, reminded him that not only was that the stupidest thing to think in the world, but Roland had never existed in the first place.
“Then how do you explain my ‘reincarnation’?” Zark asked himself.
How do you explain talking to yourself?
“I’m insane.”
Yes, well, that’s what I was getting at. You are insane, especially if you think Roland ever really existed.
“You don’t either.”
You’re insane.
“Touche.”
In one fluent motion, the revolver returned to its holster, and as Zark’s fingers left the hilt, they brushed past the hilt of another weapon. The hilt of his lightsaber. No, the hilt of a lightsaber. It wasn’t his anymore. He had long lost his right to honorably wield the instrument of the Jedi.
With a wave of his hand, the lightsaber went flying across the room, propelled by the Force. He would not be using it this time around. He owed at least that much to the people he had fooled. He owed it to Roland. He owed it to himself. He owed it to Heather.
You don’t owe anyone anything, you’re just trying to justify unjustifiable actions.
“You’d rather I accept the fact that I’m a killer? A murderer? You’d rather I just accept it and move on.”
We both know that isn’t going to happen.
“No…I have to see this through.”
We both know that’s bullshit, too. You hate him. That’s all it is. Hatred. Vengeance. Evil. Everything you’ve always fought against.
“You’re saying I shouldn’t hate him?”
I’m saying that under the teachings of the Jedi, you are not supposed to.
“The teachings of the Jedi are flawed.”
Correct.
“I am no Jedi.”
Correct.
“Then what am I?”
You are Fallen.
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It hadn’t exactly been an easy thing to do, staying out of sight and tracking Zark’s hyperspace route, but Heather had managed to do it. So had Aenix and Nathaniel, although it had been much easier for them, as it seemed all Heather was concentrated on was finding the man who had left her standing alone in the spaceport a few hours ago.
Nathaniel meditated, but both Aenix and Heather stared intently ahead, as if she could see Zark and he could see her. The hatred bubbling inside of Aenix and the obsession bubbling inside of Heather unnerved Nathaniel greatly, and he found himself wondering at how easily the return of a long lost friend had led them both away from the path of the Jedi.
“Oh Force, I hope that isn’t what’s happening,” Nathaniel whispered to himself.
“Did you say something?” Aenix asked a few seconds later.
“No,” Nathaniel snapped quickly, “No. Nothing.”
