The Past
"Come on, you fat fuck! Move it!"
Ensign Ortho Gutt nearly wet his pants as a panel exploded nearby throwing a crewman back against a steel wall.
"MOVE!" the Sensor Lieutenant, Junior Grade shoved Ortho into the escape pod as the critical computer terminals began to sizzle and sparkle into an overload.
Emperor Fearsons had betrayed the Strategic Operations Group and supported the New Republic by attacking Imperial interests.
There were simply too many ships to handle and the Imperial formation broke against the onslaught of Gash Jiren.
Perhaps they might have held as reinforcements from Simon Kaine had entered the combat employing a rather unorthodox strategy but, while such moves helped the outnumbered Imperial forces, there was no way it would hold against the combined fleets of Emperor Fearsons of the Jutraalian Empire, Joren Logan of The New Alliance and Gash Jiren of the New Republic.
The advance elements of Ferason's armada pounded the vessel Ensign Gutt was serving on forcing the surviving crewmen into escape pods if they wanted to live.
And Ortho Gutt was one such person.
A Stormtrooper nearly kicked the Ensign out of the way as the packed pod was secured and, with a tap of the emergency release controls, shot out and away from the doomed Imperator.
This was not a tale of the glory of the Empire that the recruiter had informed him of. But it did not matter.
He had joined because it was the only way he felt he could measure up to his father's expectations.
His father was a Major in the Imperial Army and was also a person that his son, Ortho, could never please.
Thankfully, he had died right after Ortho made Ensign and so he would not have to endure the derision of having a ship blown out from under him.
It was not even his ship!
What could he have done?
But his father would not have seen it that way.
"Don't give me excuses you worthless excuse for a soldier. A man makes his own way!"
"There goes Kaine," someone murmured drawing Ortho out of his reverie.
He shifted to get a better view out a small portal only to see the
Galactus repositioning itself in front of Gash Jiren's fleet....in between it and the escape pods that were now littering the former Imperial position.
"Brave but stupid," someone muttered.
"Then why is he still in his ship while we are in pods?" Ortho barked out, hoping no one heard the break in his voice.
"He won’t be for long," the nameless response came back.
And perhaps the voice was right for the New Republic Admiral/General/whatever Jiren unleashed the full fury of his fleet and Kaine's flagship simply sat there and took it.
Ortho was not sure he could have done what the Imperial leader had done.
*
Years Later, O.G.
"Grand Moff?" came Captain Gutt's almost timid voice. He had been Governor of Garqi and had amassed a great personal wealth. In fact, he felt he was the Emperor himself with people catering to his every whim. He even bragged about it to his fellow Captain, Yatta, much to the other's envy.
But now he had been recalled to the bright Imperial Center and to the reality that he was not king of a world but a cog in a heartless Imperial machine.
The living legends among him at this meeting made him feel small and insignificant, which, in fact, he was.
And so, his false wall of courage and bravery had shattered before these demigods of the Empire leaving him like a gawking teenager at a brass parade.
What do you say to these people?
"What is it, Gutt?" came Azrael Zell's gruff voice. He had been looking out for someone to refill his glass for their after meal drinks.
"Are you ever scared?"
Zell frowned at the question wondering who let the cadet into the restaurant, "You asking me if I ever get scared? Like in battle?"
"I am a Captain and I think I am a damned good hunter," It was as much self-glorification as Gutt could muster. Both knew that one verbal shot from Zell would probably obliterate any resemblance of ego. "But I get scared even during the hunt. I get scared in combat.."
"You ever run from a fight? You ever get yellow?" Zell eyed the rotund Imperial before him with a critical eye.
"No Sir! No.. No!" Even as Ortho denied it, he wondered if it was not a little true.
Did he? "But even as I stay and fight, I cannot help but think that I want to win... but...but, I also want to live."
Zell nearly dismissed the other's fear, "Well you can't have it all, Gutt. Pick one!"
The rather round Captain wanted to throw up the expensive dinner he had just shared with the powerful Imperials at the demand.
How do you pick between those choices?
Somehow, from somewhere, something clicked and Ortho came up with a rally, "So, you are never scared?"
Zell barked out a laugh. "Son, everyone gets scared. You have some dumbasses who think their badasses by claiming they don't get scared. Fucking liars, all of them!"
"How do you know?" Ortho asked despite his rally.
"Because," Zell barked out, motioning over a waiter to refill his drink, "these fuckers then put themselves in life threatening situations because, they claim, THAT is living."
He looked expectantly at a blank-faced Ortho Gutt and scowled.
"Well, no shit!" he answered his own rhetorical quetsion, "You know why you get that fucking adrenaline rush for doing stupid shit? Because you know unconsciously that you could die and you get fucking scared. It is the fear that runs through your veins like ice and makes you feel like you are living. That fear of dying."
Ortho could actually understand that. He nodded but then, after a while frowned, "But what if those situations do not move you? What if you don't feel that rush?"
"Then why the fuck are you doing something stupid?" Zell demanded. "If you get no rush, I mean. Otherwise, you're just a dumbass doing dumbass shit!"
"So.." Ortho plied.
"Son, everyone gets scared," Zell paused tossing back his drink and motioning for another, "Anyone who tells you otherwise is an asshole."
"So, were you scared during..." Ortho started, having several notable conflicts for which the Grand Moff was famous in mind.
The old man waved him off, "Fuck no! I'm not a pussy!"
Ortho could only stare as the old man walked away.
**
The Present
ISD Predator
Captain Gutt had calmed down, his initial fear receeding. He could not help himself having been in prison for the greater part of a year and then thrown into a combat situation with unfamiliar crewman. How could one not panic when imminent death seemed ..well.. imminent?
He found that while he knew his old ship like the back of his hand, the crew had changed and his bridge crew were not only unfamiliar to him, they were not used to doing things Ortho's way.
Not like his old crew. He had played the game of wearing out their resistence to his type of command denying promotions to some, forcing others as Captain to sleep with him and then threatening to tell their partners, being given unreasonable expectations and then having harsh progress reports written into permanent records to prevent any transfers...Oh yes, he was willing to push his crew harder if any felt like pushing their Captain and, in the end, because he was a Captain, he had won.
Now, assignments to the ISD
Predator were simply assignments to get over as quickly as possible for crewmembers and Emperor help the person who gets noticed by Captain Gutt.
He took stock of those manning positions in and around the secondary control area of the ship. It was not a second bridge but it would have to suffice until the ship could be repaired which, truth be told, did not look like something that would happen any time soon as long as they remained in the Coruscant system.
The orbital stations and yards were gone and what secondary locations were up and running within the system were overworked and lacking resupplies. The
Predator could probably make for an outer world maintenance yard for transports but even if they found a berth by kicking out another, lesser ship, the yard probably would not have the materials they needed to repair much (if anything) of the warship. Plus with the enemy everywhere, his ship would get blown to bits simply sitting in the berth. And who wants to die in the waiting room of a repair facility?
What to do?
The Corridor had fallen apart as Kach Thorton recalled the ships assigned from his fleet to overlook the civilian's escape. It seemed he had decided that enough time had passed and that whoever was going to get off Coruscant had gotten off.
It was a lie but a lie that was necessary and Captain Gutt was glad someone had given the order. They were simply taking hits in a fixed position to help civies escape. Not an assignment Gutt wanted to have and he certainly did not want to trade his life for some ungrateful civies.
Especially not for nothing!
That was the mistake of his former XO. He was willing to follow orders to his death and give his life for civies. But there would always be Civies. If not on Coruscant, there were other worlds. What was harder to replace was the trained Imperial Armed Forces and so he saw that Moff Thorton had courageously cancelled Zell's order of the Corridor. He wondered how the Regent would see that but at the moment, Gutt did not care.
And then the alien transmission.
He felt elated. They could get away, leave the ungrateful civilians to their fate and perhaps, next time they would not be so eager to send an Imperial Captain to prison!
He would be free too...
Wait!
No!
Moff Thorton had ordered/was ordering all the military units to him to continue the fight.
Was there something left to save?
He looked at the technical scanner of what was serving as the Sensor Pit (without the pit).
"Outnumbered? Two to one, maybe. Maybe two and a half worst case," the officer overseeing the function of the area whispered. He pointed to the static that served as their holo-sensor feed. The gravitic anamolies played havoc with their sensors so who knew what was going on. But it was common knowledge with the weeks-long defenders that the system was bottled up pretty tight and so, despite the vast alien armada before the incoming Imperial ships from Admiral Brandt and Moff Thorton, there had to be more alien ships throughout the system. It did not take a rocket scientist to figure that out.
Ortho gave a kick to the holo-sensor and it chirped as the alien numbers doubled, tripled, and quadrupled. They went as high as twelve times the number of Imperials before the system went dark only to come back to life showing only one enemy ship.
Obviously, sensor readings weren't to be trusted.
No shit, you fat fuck!
Ortho looked around as if others could hear the derision of himself from his own mind.
"Coruscant may still be viable," the Sensor Officer stammered and Gutt looked at the man in suspicion. Suspicion that the man was a fool.
It was a look many had directed towards him over the years.
Where had this feeling of derision for the underofficer come from?
"Plasma based weaponry, due to it's extremely low density, was almost useless for atmospheric bombardment. Obviously, the enemy would have to use their fighters and bombers to do the dirty work – So...we would still have some advantages. The ground based defense fighters would surely have kept the surface defenses safe from aerial threats, though several positions may have been knocked out by ground attacks," the man was just babbling now and Ortho just stared at him.
He did not know what to say and so he simply stared at the Officer. The stammering Sensor Officer started to shake as if the weight of his Captain's stare was too burdensome.
Ortho was scared. This he knew and this he was always wrestling and contending with.
But he never rewrote reality because of it.
He was fat. He was held in derision because of it. He was scared and was prone to panic when surprised and he had fought off a near mutiny because of it.
But he never told himself, 'I am thin' or 'There is no enemy to surprise me'.
He could not wish the
Predator suddenly repaired and then proceed as if it was!
"Turn the telescope towards the planet.." he barked out, his upper lips showing signs of sweat.
The burning surface of Coruscant began to show on the monitor. What helped the burning surface stand out was the lack of power reflecting an inoperable energy grid for much of the surface sectors.
His gaze burned into the Sensor Officer and tears began to stream from the man's eyes.
"The defense fighters were swept from the air during the first week, Ensign. The power grid has been going out since the evacuation order was given since the repair crews are practically non-existent. If some still remain on the planet, they are probably being ordered here and there by various ranking military since the IHC Tower went down. You know…that tower that was taken down by your low density plasma?"
He saw that the Ensign had wet himself under the withering scrutiny. Again, it was not something that he had not experienced.
Calmly, Ortho continued, "What the enemy uses is cataloged by our computers as plasma because that is the reference it is programmed to go to when it does not know. In reality, it is an exotic weapon from exotic aliens working their own brand of dirty work on us."
He knew he should be mad at the Ensign but he also knew, when this was all over, if there was a 'when', the Ensign would owe Ortho something for not shooting him on the spot.
"Go clean yourself up," Ortho ordered grandly.
The Ensign stammered, "The fresher is inoperable."
"Then try not to stink up my bridge!" the Captain barked out in irritation ignoring the fact that the he was not on the bridge. The other crewmembers wisely decided not to bring that point up.
You try to be nice and they screw it all up!
“What are you doing, Moff Thorton?” Gutt whispered to himself.
An old man’s voice purred in Ortho’s mind, “It is the fear that runs through your veins like ice and makes you feel like you are living. That fear of dying.”
Something clicked in Ortho’s mind and he snapped his fingers. “Thorton wants to die!”
His bridge (such as it was) crew exchanged blank looks at each other while Ortho began to pace. Turning to the Sensor Officer, he declared, “We all tell ourselves lies to make us feel better before we die.”
“The aliens are going to shoot the Phage at Imperial Center aren’t they?” the Helm Officer replied.
“I would,” Captain Gutt shot back. “Cut our dicks off as we feed ourselves into the meatgrinder.”
His bridge crew still had blank looks.
“That is what the Regent would have said,” Ortho explained, not a little embarrassed. The embarrassment was short-lived as he realized that none of the people before him were on speaking terms with the Regent the same way as he was.
In fact, the Regent personally went to the prison to recall him to duty.
The Sensor Officer stared at his Captain and whimpered, “Aren’t you scared, Sir?”
Ortho gave him a look that typically was reserved by others for him and barked, “Fuck no! I'm not a pussy!”
“If we are going to die, let’s die with style!” he nearly shouted, drowning out the underlining dread growing within his pounding heart with adrenaline.
“Shoot straight for that alien armada and blow away anything that gets in our way!”
And so, without a working bridge, patchwork unsuccessfully hiding its damage, a tired and scared crew, the ISD
Predator limped its nose around to face the alien armada that seemed to stretch outward as far as the eye could see. The armada that Moff Thorton and General Vos faced with their respective forces.
From their vantage in bringing up the rear of Kach Thorton’s fleet, it almost looked like the proverbial skinny little guy going up against an armoured giant armed with a sledge hammer.
“Look at that patchwork on the …” the Sensor Officer was reading the recognition data slowly coming in, “..
Administrator!”
Captain Gutt, in an effort to ignore the sweaty drops forming on his forehead, frowned at the hazy monitor. “What is that? Is that plating? Were they in a ..? Where did they come fr--..”
Whatever mechanism in Ortho’s mind that seemed to snap, click and clickety clack inside seemed to be doing a number as the mathematics of stellar cartography urinated all over his bravado and an unreasonable fear shot way up.
“Moff Thorton’s forces were Borderlands..”
“There is no Borderland any..” someone started and they fell silent.
“Do you think?”
“Getting some strange signal through the recognition system…” The Sensor Officer murmured.
“CUT THE LINK!!” Ortho shouted and the Officer, to his credit, did not hesitate. Not that the link was very good to begin with all the damage to the
Predator’s systems.
The purple discolorations on the
Administrator were not replacement plating for battle. It was, in fact, a tell-tale sign of an infestation.
“Reavers!” Ortho whispered and the bridge crew went white.
“What the hell is that?” someone shouted as flashes nearly overwhelmed the visual sensors causing the monitors to white out.
Ortho gasped trying to take it all in.