Capricia
Leia Organa Solo...
Princess. Senator. Freedom Fighter. Ambassador. Chief of Staff. Jedi Master. Friend. Lover?
Leia stared down at her fingers and saw for the first time how rough they were. Saw how much she had rejected the comforts of rich living for the bare existence of getting things done. All her life she'd been a doer. Where other politicians talked and had others make it happen, she rolled up her sleeves and had gotten her hand dirty with.. work.
But to what end?
Who have I helped?
Life had taken a turn she never expected. Sometimes in her dreams she saw herself running with her brother through the Death Star coming up on Han Solo and Chewbacca looking longingly at the Millenium Falcon.
And for a brief moment she felt a moment of pain. It was as if she did not know how to live in peace but relished the 'good old days' when they were fighting for their lives. When she felt truly alive and felt in her heart the solid core of purpose.
Where did it all go?
She remembered Endor, when the Emperor and her father had died and a major part of the galaxy had shaken off the chains of tyranny.
Actually, that wasn't right.
They had unlocked the chains of tyranny but it seemed out of the crags of planets came warlords and tyrants alike only all to eager to pick up where Palpatine left off.
Thrawn. Isard. Hyfe. Poreon. Zeta. Snack. Klain. Zell. Raktus...
Kaine.
No matter how many they depose, more emerged to take their place. And the enemies were not relegated to outsiders but there were those who tore their dreams apart from the inside. Misguide they may be...
Drayson! ... they were sometimes the most harmful.
She remembered her and Han splitting over what she thought was her greater good to lead the galaxy back onto the road to recovery. It was later she realized that the more she tried to heal, the more people seemed to rip the bandages off exposing themselves to all the hurt the galaxy had to offer.
And still the Force compelled her to keep going. To keep trying....no! There was no try! Compelled her to succeed but as each success occurred, something even more brutal pushed those successes into the far recesses of her mind.
Their New Republic had taken Coruscant from Isard only to lose it to the Eternal Rogue Order. The risen Sith!!
She personally led the forces back to Coruscant and had retaken the world but the politics on Corellia kept her from the former Capital World. The stamping out of brush fires all around the New Republic.. the staving off of those that would hunt the Republic like wolves seeking out the week drivng her, Xylon, Gash, Amalia and the Jedi into exhaustion.
The attack on the Temple of Naboo driving them to the point of desperation and at the end, their victorious celebration cut short to find out that Kaine had retaken Coruscant and had drawn a blockade around the Corellian system under the Line Captain Telan Desaria.
And in one moment, the galaxy changed and not for the better.
Exhausted and depressed she took a leave of absence and travelled to Endor with Tyscio, a most unlikely companion.
A smile formed despite the melancholy thoughts surrounding her. She remembered being on Naboo and a Jedi Padawan was trying to express his undying love for her at a restaurant and in walks Tyscio to order breakfast and the chaos that ensued since the man was a clutz.
The Republic fell and all her comrades scattered to the proverbial galactic winds. She was not quite sure where her brother was. Han and Chewie were rumored to be in the Outer Regions and presumably had the droids. What would have happened if she and Han had stayed together? What would have happened if the Republic had stayed together? What if..
A waitress came by and refilled her drink upon seeing it empty and she took another sip.
Why did the Jedi drink? She thought wondering how many situations she had gotten herself into by simply being at a bar and seeing a Sith walk in. How many padawan duels started in a bar?
Were the Jedi really that unhappy with life? The dull service to the galaxy driving their minds mad? A thankless job with no upsides?
With the fall of the Republic, she tried to keep the Order on the right path but the wounds were still raw. The hurt still felt. That evil was winning despite all their best efforts. Hope just could not exist where the scars remained and many became dissillusioned.
The Rogue Jedi pulled at the padawan's conscious and she really couldn't blame them. Even Amalia was tortured with her own demons. Marrying a man that had turned out to be a Sith was a horror she could not even contemplate.
Both Jedi Masters. Both close and yet lightyears apart. It was difficult to understand where each was coming from. Her tireless effort to stave off a government that seemed doomed from the start pushed her away from the very real personal problems her friend was facing.
Is that were I went wrong?
Capricians believed in family. They were centering their government around that simple basic unit. Strong families made for strong governments.
But what happens when your family is dead? When half of it was blown away by war, pillage, disease, desolation and distress?
So many families had undergone so much that there was nothing left to give.
She knew that Amalia had had several children. How did she do it? How had she raised a family despite her very unique personal circumstances?
How did she endure day after day?
Leia suddenly felt a surge of amazed pride upon reflecting the inner strength her friend must have had.
Amalia was alot stronger than I in some ways!
But Amalia was no longer with them. A darkness had crept into her soul and had drawn her away. A final victim that seemed to make the Order feel like an empty shell.
So many of us...
Gash Jiren was dead.
The man seemed as if he would be a permanent fixture in the galaxy but even a person as mighty as he ended up being mortal.
So, in the end, what was it all for?
And so here she was, at a nondescript restaurant drinking, on a nondescript world that had no place in the galaxy... almost hidden away.
And all because she felt some inner emotion, some inner feeling that she should be here!
AND FOR WHAT?
hope?
Her mind turned bitter.
She had come to this world thinking she would die. Compelled. A world faced with an immense alien invasion. An overwhelming conquest. Against odds she'd not faced sinced the Galactic Civil War.
And they had prevailed!
She had lived again!
Sharing the pain of their losses and the exultation when they were victorious!
On the cusp of greatest and, like the freedom fighters of the old Rebellion after triumph, they moved on to greater things.
Only this time she hadn't.
She wasn't Caprician.
Tyscio had taken her advice and was campaigning for a World Council position. There were two slots left and once taken, the World Council would vote for a representative to sit on the InterSystem Congress and from there, perhaps obtain a seat on the Executive Council as an Executor!
He had a simple charm that never lost it's positive outlook on life despite the trials faced during the Conquest and it resonated with the populace.
And so he was gone... moving on. As she had once done with Han Solo.
She wondered if it hurt him as much as it had hurt her; even while she was happy for him.
She felt tears form in her eyes and lost as she was in her thoughts, she never heard the commotion that entered the restaurant.
Someone approached and it was not until they settled into the chair opposite her did she realize her Jedi senses had flared into being! She looked up into the familiar eyes of Tyscio Korban and felt an intense aura about him.
Something big was going to happen, she thought as her eyes turned to her left and right noting the camera people, holo-recorders and reporters standing around interrupting the service and atmosphere of the restaurant.
"Tyscio.." she began cautiously, trying to clear her throat and her mind.
"My nomination came in. I am on the ticket for World Council up for votes next week by the masses." Tyscio interrupted, clearing his own throat but not forgetting to raise his finger ordering himself a drink from a nearby droid.
"Credit chit." the droid asked but Tsycio pointed to Leia, "Put it on her tab, she's my girl."
Leia raised an eyebrow at Tyscio's audacity. She was about to raise her voice and complain but for two things. One: The reporters and camerapoeple milling about and Two: Tyscio's voice was quivering.
The aura intensified and Leia shifted in her seat uneasily.
"What are all these people doing here?" she asked. She had too.
"Well, they asked me a question and basically, they are here to get the answer." Tyscio responded cryptically.
His hands are shaking!
The droid moved over placing the drink on the table and as Tyscio moved to grab it plainly intent on taking his first sips (or gulps) hastily.
"What question?" she demanded causing him to jump slightly dropping the glass. Tyscio shouted in dismay as the drink spashed over the serving droid, no bigger than an astromech, and glided across the table soaking up in Leia's robe.
"What's going on?" her voice hardened. She felt a little fear within herself as well. The Force was telling her something but WHAT? We've faced a charging hordes of Yuuzhan Vong...
Tyscio looked up from the spilled drink and into the angry, frustrated and yet curious eyes of the Jedi Master before him. A Jedi Master with robes wet from his sticky drink.
"They," he gestured towards the other people milling around, "asked if I would take the World Council seat if I was voted in?"
"That's a stupid question," the former New Republic Chief of Staff blurted out but upon quick reflection, maybe not. Some politicians did bow out after winning an election. Would Tyscio?
"Would you?" she asked.
"I told them I would take it on one condition." Tyscio said, clearly meaning it. He gestured to the droid for another drink and the droid began to run Leia's credit account again.
Ignoring the annoyance, containing herself no longer, "Well?" she asked impatiently. The aura began to spin around Tyscio and she grew more agitated.
Tysico suddenly stood up and reached into his coat when the hairs on her neck picked up and she suddenly stood up kicking the table over to the right. Her saber ignited in her hand as she stood poised to defend herself, a mixture of confusion and betrayal evident on her face.
"Woah.." Tyscio dumbly blurted out taking a step back, realizing that the drink that had been before Leia was not her first.
"I am not going to harm you..I am no theat to you.." Tyscio whispered gently going to his knees. He slowly reached into his coat and pulled an object out, "I just wanted to show you this...." he held it out.
Leia's eyes showed confusion for a split second and as she switched off her saber, she felt an intense pressure.
Something big
was happening.
She moved closer to reach out and take what Tyscio was holding.
"Leia.
Would you marry me?"
*
She felt an intense wave of emotion overcome her and as she opened her palm she saw a simple, elegant engagement ring.
To what end have I lived my life?
Strong families made for strong governments. Families that loved each other made for good governments!
Amalia, were you happy with your family?
How can I help others if I cannot help myself first?
She looked up from the ring at Tyscio, remembering their adventure on Endor. Remembering their time on Naboo.... Remember their fighting together during the Conquest... through thick and thin.... through life and death..
I love him.
The conclusion came simply and from the heart. When her mind was not thinking about some other task to complete, her heart was allowed to express itself.
I love him!
Tears began to stream down her face as this realization began to find that it was a reality that had taken root.
"Yes..." she whispered.
A look of profound relief crossed his face and as Leia slipped the ring on she quipped, "Afraid, you wouldn't be a World Council member?"
Tyscio's eyes widened, taking a drink off of a passing droid ignoring it's squeeks of indignation for the drink was for someone else. A squawk somewhere in the background was heard as well. Leia saw another charge to her credit taking place in the droid's brain.
"Actually," Tyscio said after downing nearly half the glass and gasping for air, "I was wondering how I'd get the ring back without getting skewered with a lightsaber if you said 'No'."
Leia grinned, walked over and hugged him. "I love you, nerfherder."
Tyscio grinned back as his arms held her, "I love you too, Princess."
The reporters, camerapeople and restaurant patrons all clapped and cheered.
Amalia, you had the right of it after all..
Suddenly, the aura calmed and the intense emotion that had been surrounding them had calmed. A decision had been made.
And the galaxy was not the same again...
[SIZE=1]But it would be a few years before anyone knew this...[/SIZE]