Her bags were packed, her apartment was all cleaned out, and she was all set to go to the arms of her beloved Lupercus...or was she?
Jaina leaned back against her fridge with a big spoon and a carton of chocolate-mint ice cream. Well, she couldn't rightly leave a perfectly good carton of ice cream there to melt! As she nursed the carton, Jai kept wondering if she was doing the right thing.
She loved Lupercus...deeply....kinda. He was the first guy that...well...he was the first. And, to Jai, that was something extremely special that she couldn't just toss away because of some silly rumors and pictures...and hard evidence.
"Ugh! This is crazy, Solo. Oh, frell...now you're talking to yourself. Good grief.", she moaned as she took another big bite of the minty chocolate dessert.
It was a problem, a real problem. She wanted to go, but then she wanted to stay. She loved Lupercus, but then again, how could she ever truly love someone so bad? She liked Kas, but why would a well-to-do business man like her? And how was she able to
love Lupercus and
like Kas at the same time!?
It was all too confusing for an almost-eighteen-year-old smuggler. She didn't want to deal with this...
Men are so not worth the trouble. I'm turning lesbian. Her own thought made her giggle..but then....that voice....that...eerie, far off....
Something from far away, some enchanting feeling would sweep over her whenever she thought about anything or anyone other than Lupercus. It was a binding, yet warm feeling. It forced her...no no...begged?...no...trapped her. Yes, trapped her by the comfortable happiness and made her love him. Deep down, she knew he was controlling her...but that feeling...that eerie, far off feeling...
"What am I doing?!" Jai got up and tossed the ice cream in the garbage, along with the spoon. She didn't have time to bother washing it now. She picked up on of her heavier bags and went out to the lifts just outside her door. She pushed the 'up' button, and, when the doors opened, she placed the bag so the doors wouldn't be able to shut till she'd placed all her bags inside the lift.
It took a few trips, but Jaina loaded the lift, took a little ride up, and unloaded the lift in the same manner as before. She was now atop VC headquarters where she always kept her precious ship, the
Millennium Jade Falcon. She took all her bags, boxes, and trinkets aboard, then plopped down heavily in the captain's chair in the cockpit and sighed.
Her fingers hovered over the coordinate input station's console. She knew where Lupercus wanted her to go...Calamari, to "their island". If she knew Lup, he'd hidden the coord's to where he was currently at in that little cave they'd found in the small jungle in the middle of the island. She didn't want to go. She wanted to stay with....
"That's it. Oh, yeah! Why didn't I think of this before?! I can get Kas and take him with me! Oh, I am a genius!" She grabbed her comlink to call him, but stopped short when she saw the time. "Ten after eleven? He's probably asleep. Oy, I don’t want to wake him up."
Jai decided to get some sleep, then she'd go over to Kas' in the morning. Maybe telling him a little about Lupercus' whereabouts would make a good impression. She smiled to herself and nodded approvingly at her little plan...and with that, Jai stole back to her bed in the rear of the
MJFalcon and tried to sleep.