New Beginnings Part I: An Alliance of Rebels (Yavin 8)
Marin Faulker stood there with his hands clasped behind his back. He looked at a small plaque he had hanging on the wall behind his desk, engraved was the name "Roons Sewell", Roons Sewell had been a General in the Rebellion before sacrificing his life to save his men. In Marin's eyes he had been a hero. At Roons' funeral he had some of his favorite lines read by Jan Dodonna, throughout the years Marin often referred to these words.
"If Tyranny's cold grasp should tighten, what is left but to endure? One man or one woman, a grain of sand in that clammy clot, a fellowship of wet misery."
"But if some strange fire should fuse that sad company into glass, then what newborn edges might bloodily cut and win release?"
"We are being shaped in this war. Let it happen. Be sharpened as glass, yes, but flexible as steel."
"Each fallen comrade is a hammer blow, but along with it, let that strange fire make you harder for the rigors ahead, sharper and more daring for battles to come."
"We fight a good fight."
"It was an honor to have served with you. I loved you all."
Marin loved him as well, he was a great soldier and an even better man. But that was years ago, when Marin had first joined the Rebellion. He was just a pilot, he didn't know at that point how far the Rebellion would take him. But Marin Faulker wasn't always a Rebel. No.
Marin thought of how many times he'd try to get the single moment out of his head, however no matter how hard he tried he would never live it down. Somehow he didn't see how evil the Empire was, somehow he didn't the Empire for what it really was, an oppressive, tyrannical, dictatorship.
28 Standard Years Ago: Coruscant
I'd just graduated from the Academy, I was stationed in Imperial Center which was where every member of the Imperial Military wanted to be, or at least that's what I thought.
Clink Clank Clink Clank Clank. Came the quick sound as I marched down the catwalk at a quickened pace, I can still remember the sound vividly.
Click. Came the audible sound. "TX-365 reporting in." Click was heard again as my Stormtrooper's comlink relayed the message.
Click. "TX-365, what is your position?" Click. TX-360 asked me, I still remember his designation...
Click. "Glitannai Esplanade sir." Click. I replied as my pace slowed and I began to monitor the activity of the bustline avenue of tourist shops and restaurants. It was one of the most popular destinations the rich and famous of Coruscant, not many other could afford what they had to offer there.
Click. "TX-365, report to rendezvous point cresh on the double." Click. TX-360 ordered. An order which I followed without a second thought. Who knew that in just a few moments I'd see an even that wouldn't be broadcasted on the Holonet or advertised by the Rebellion... but an event that showed me how ruthless the Empire really was. I'm still amazed that I hadn't noticed before.
Click. "Yes sir." Click. I replied immediately and headed to the rendezvous.
As I got closer I noticed that I was the last of the squad members to arrive at the rendezvous. The other Stormtroopers just stood there looking at me, I wondered what their facial expressions might say if I were able to read them. Reliving the events in my head it was like they were twelve ghosts looking straight into my sould. Eerie.
"Hey YOU there!! Where do you think you're going?" TX-362 said to a group of Mon Calamari walking into the Il Piatti restaurant, there was a large group of them, they looked like they were celebrating some special event. Men, women, children, there had to be at least twenty of them. Their faces were glowing, although it was difficult for me to distinguish the expressions of the Mon Calamari at the time I could tell that they were happy.
"We were just celebrating my-" The Mon Calamari male's words were cut short as TX-362 slammed the butt of his blaster rifle into the alien's jaw. One of the Mon Calamari rushed to his friend's aid when TX-362 raised his blaster rifle aiming it at the second male now.
"Hey Fish Face what are you doing on the Esplanade?" TX-362 asked the alien was visibly shaken. His friend knocked out cold and lying on the ground, blood gushing from his wound. At this point I was waiting for the other troopers to step in and grab 362... but they... they didn't.
A young Mon Calamari ran forward to grab her father in fear, her father now staring down the barrel of TX-362's blaster rifle. But just as she went to clutch her arms around her father for safety 362 adjusted his aim and opened fire on the small Mon Calamari. BLAST BLANG BLAST. I heard it, the shots rang through my ears as all of a sudden the whole scene was in slow motion. The alien girl fell to the ground motionless. Dead.
"Ha ha ha!! What are you gonna do NOW FISH FACE???" TX-362 said as he raised his aim back to that of her father.
At this point I felt like I was in some kind of nightmare that I would wake up from at any moment. My blaster rifle fell out of my hands and probably made a sound when it hit the ground but I didn't hear it.
Then one of the other Stormtroopers opened fire on the Mon Calamari male. A disturbing laugh rang throughout the group as he blasted the man repeatedly, I think at this point I was deaf to the situation but the bright blaster bolts exploded from the other troopers barrel as another Mon Calamari fell to the ground. The other Calamari began to run hopefully for their lives but then the other Stormies began to open fire. I looked left, the blur of crimson blaster fire escaping from rifle after Stormtrooper rifle in a blaze of evil glory.
I looked to the right and they all began to drop. They began to fall one on top of the other. TX-362 ran into the middle of the crowd kicking the Mon Calamari which had fallen in the massacre. Kicking the already lifeless corpses. Laughing maniacally the whole time.
The pile of corpses was spread out, but all of them were dead. Women. Children. Fathers. Wives. Aliens. Somehow this justified the actions taken by TX-362 and the rest of the squad. They stood there excited.. excited... they'd just ended the lives of twenty some odd innocent people and they couldn't be happier about themselves.
Click. "TX-360 to BASE. We're gonna need a cleanup crew on the Esplanade. We've got fish guts that need to be mopped up." Click. He went on to congratulate TX-362, he patted him on the back, and the rest of the squad continued to laugh and joke about what they had just done. Posing as if they were gunning down the group all over again. Disgusting.
I remember the next day when the Sargeant questioned the Squad Leader about the massacre he had told him that the Mon Calamari were "unruly" and that they had to be dealt with. I remember that they shared a good laugh about the whole thing, I'll never forget the image of the Sargeant patting TX-360 on his armor plated shoulder. At that point I knew.. I knew... that what I was doing was wrong.
The first chance I had I left the squad.. I left Coruscant.. I returned home for a while... but then... I ended up with the Rebellion... I knew it was the right thing to do.. I knew I had to fight for what was right.
Who'd have known that someday I'd be leading the Rebellion?
Not me.
The Present: Yavin 4
The Commander-in-Chief stood there for just a few moments more staring at the plaque, remembering the massacre which had eventually lead him here.
"I'm gonna do this for you Roons..."