“Taryn,” called the voice of her mentor, Master Lo. “A restless mind is not a restful one.”
The old Krevaaki stood in the door of their hut, lit by the glowing fire inside, motioning for her to join him.
“You have a long day tomorrow,” the old one reminded her. “You will need your sleep.”
She was about to protest, to argue that she didn't need sleep, but the old one was quick to cut her short.
“Meditation,” he added turning in to the hut, “is not sleep.”
Acquiescing to his logic, the young woman followed suit.
“Monkeys?”
The spacer, a human in his mid forties, balked.
“You want me to transport a bunch of monkeys?”
The man looked every part the rogue. His too-well trimmed stubble, devil make hair and nerf-hide bomber jacket bespoke a man very invested in looking as though he was very uninvested in what he looked like. Only his blaster, slung in a well worn holster low on his lip, roughed with the signs of use tagged him as something more then a braggart.
“Not monkeys,” countered an impish Toydarian. “Monks.”
“Monks?” The spacer redoubled his shock and awe. “That's worse!”
“Look Spanner, you don't have much of a choice.” Brimming, the Toydarian abandoned his scaled down desk and flapped up to eye level. “Do this job and you'll be legit. This is a mercy mission. Pro bono work.”
“I don't do pro bono!” Spanner growled. “Free is for suckers.”
“Not,” put the blue skinned flier, “any more. You do this and you're square with the Hutts.”
Spanner spun on his heel, pacing the length of the small office in two long strides.
He asked, “What do the Hutts care about a bunch of Monks?”
The Toydarian descended to his desk.
“Not that it's any of your business Spanner, but the Hutts take jobs too. This one comes down from some Senator wants to put a smile on the War. They're too close to the Reaver front. You're going to pull them out.”
Contemplating at length, Spanner assumed a deliberately thoughtful pose.
“This isn't an offer,” snapped the Toydarian.
Snapping his fingers, Spanner announced heroically, “I'll do it!”
He was quite convincing.
Taryn stood upon a grassy plain on a far distant planet.
The savannah stretched out around her in all directions, endlessly.
On the horizon, to the west, a storm was brewing. She could see the sky burst lightning and though she could not hear the thunder she knew, it would be here all too soon. Grassland predators ruled the eastern plains, hunting in the tall grass, while mountains blocked the northerly sky from sight all together. Looking to the south she saw the continent of deep, dark forest and it looked back at her.
Lo stood beside her, his robe flapping in the raising breeze.
“See how the wind blows across the grass, how it moves through it and creates waves,” directed the old one. “See the patterns it creates.”
She focused.
“What do you see?”
“I,” Taryn paused. “I see currents and cross-currents. I see how the wind shapes and reshapes itself.”
Master Lo studied his student at length, his Krevaaki eyes taking her in.
She was, he remarked to himself, a fine specimen. Physically, she was attractive and well proportioned yet also possessed of incredible strength and endurance. Her lithe figure spoke of dexterous athleticism. The old one was often amazed by the prowess contained within her one and a half meter frame. Taryn was furthermore blessed with what other humans would call a “cute” face which, to the old Krevaaki, had always seemed more unassuming then anything else. Though he favoured her with short hair, largely for hygiene sake, she preferred to keep it longer and so compromised, keeping her auburn hair tied in a neat tail.
“Do you remember when you came to me?”
She stumbled, momentarily off put by the sudden change of topic.
“Yes,” she stammered. “Um...”
The old one reminded her, “Focus.”
Closing her eyes, Taryn slowed her breathing. Inhaling, slowly, she counted backwards from ten before exhaling on a similar count. Her focus returned, she studied the gusting wind. She felt it moving through her hair and tugging and her robe. Using the force, she extended her awareness outward. Soon she and the wind were one.
A towering calm overcame her.
The voice of her mentor entered her consciousness.
“Do you remember when you came to me?”
She did.
“I was a child.”
“Not even six years,” Master Lo confirmed. “Do you remember your parents?”
In her minds eye swam two faces but they were vague and obscured. Try as she might, Taryn could not bring them in to focus. The harder she tried the more difficult it became until, after a moment, the images were gone all together. There were, or had been names associated with those faces, she knew, and they sat on the tip of her tongue impossible to dislodge.
Frustration began to affect her focus, a knot twisting at her stomach.
“Focus,” the sage voice reminded her. “Do you remember our first meeting?”
She smiled.
“I remember being happy to see you. I remember running to you.”
Taryn twitched visibly.
“I remember... being chased?” She was tentative, doubting herself. “Was I...”
A memory, like a slow motion holo capture, came to her. Taryn could see herself, as a child, running. The look on her face, the one she had taken to be one of blissful happiness, turned in to a terrified, twisted version of the face she remembered. Taryn stood upon the plain of her own memory watching the event play out. She could look to one side and see Master Lo, a younger being then, with arms wide open awaiting the child version of herself. To the other, what would have been behind her at the time, was nothing but a smeared collection of dark pastels; red hues mingled with browns and blacks.
Thunder clapped.
Her focus broke and Taryn opened her eyes to find herself sitting outside the hut. She was drenched in sweat and and her hair matted. Master Lo sat across from her.
“You did excellent,” he commended her. “You have always possessed a talent for astral projection and clarity of vision.”
“Your ability to transcend space and time is singular, Taryn. Always embrace it.”
The old one had being saying as much for as long as she could remember. He had taught her to control her force-blessed talent to project herself far beyond her own physical body and to see visions without physical limitation. She had seen images of the future, vestiges of the ancient past and could even perceive events taking place elsewhere in the galaxy. Her skills extended beyond the mystical, Master Lo had fashioned her in to an able combatant as well.
As though reading her thoughts, Master Lo finished her line of thinking, “Everything you have and everything you have become is nothing compared to what you can one day accomplish, Taryn. You have sacrificed much and in return you have the power to shape your own destiny and the destiny of others.”
“There is no emotion,” began the old one.
Taryn finished, “There is only peace.”
“There is no death...”
“... There is only the Force.”
Master Lo had snuck out of the hut. Though aged, his skills of stealth were still keen. Taryn had not noticed his escape.
Though he had raised her in isolation, free of the distraction that was other beings, the planet on which they lived was not entirely uninhabited. Some distance from their hut, far enough that Taryn could not have made the journey on foot unassisted, yet within the reach of a battered old skimmer he had secreted away was a monastery. The monastery was home to a group of monks devoted to an ancient and all but forgotten religion. The monks, like Master Lo, were also Krevaaki.
He entered the monastery and was greeted by the most senior monk.
“Master Lo,” the monk bowed. “You are most welcome.”
“And to you,” Lo did not name the monk, no could he. Their sect had abandoned names in the pursuit of purity.
“The man has arrived,” stated the monk. “He has a ship.”
Lo began walking with the monk.
“Will you leave?” He asked. “Where will you go?”
The monk was stoic, “We will not leave.”
“Will he try to make you go?” Lo knew the ways of politics. “Do you want me to intercede?”
“No,” the monk waved a limb. “We will find a common peace.”
“Will your human be travelling?”
Lo was quiet for a time as they wound their way through the monastery. It had been built some thousand years ago by an unknown culture and suited the monks perfectly. The monastery was, in every way, spartan. The walls were unpainted, raw brick. There were no adornments or inspired mouldings. This was not, Lo remarked to himself, an opulent sect.
“Yes. It is time for her to move on. I would make a request.”
“It is granted,” the monk answered without hearing the request, as was their way. “What do you require?”
“To stay,” Lo replied, “here, among the brothers for a time. I will not be accompanying Taryn off-world, it is time for her to break free. I was going to stay behind and keep the monastery... up. As you will be staying...”
“Of course,” the monk supplied. “Of course.”
Taryn felt like she should cry. A part of her, the child inside, wanted her to kick and scream.
Leaving home was never going to be easy, she knew. Despite her talent for seeing the future this was a moment that had evaded her. Master Lo had suggested that she was keeping it from herself, preventing herself from knowing when the moment would come or what it would feel like. She secretly believed it was Lo shielding himself from it.
The pilot was the first man she had seen since childhood, the first person she'd seen outside of Master Lo. In her studies she had seen many humans and aliens in holograms and in her visions but this man was her first, in the flesh. She was surprised. Not by the man, quite the contrary; she was surprised at how very not surprised she was. There had been almost no reaction. She'd watched him land his ship and felt nothing about it, watched him come down the ramp and felt nothing.
Perhaps, she realized, she was preoccupied with the idea of leaving home. Sight-seeing wasn't high on her list yet.
Master Lo, calm and quiet as always, only watched.
They had shared their words and embraced as peers and as friends. The time to part had come and it was a simple a thing as that.
Taryn was a Jedi, trained by a Jedi.
In her mind the words repeated, “There is no emotion, there is only peace.”
And so, without fanfare or grand event, she left her childhood home behind for a life among the stars.
Another rogue Jedi in a shattered galaxy.